Saturday, August 17, 2013

Updates...

Hi everyone!

I'm very sorry I have not posted anything for a long time. I'm having some personal difficulties and can't seem to get a break. 

First, Sonnig is having some skin problems again. I can't find a right job and it's just making me really depressed cause I can't make the money I need to provide Sonnig the best care I am suppose to give as a responsible dog owner. Worst of all, the trip to the vet and medication didn't do much good.

Secondly, my depression is repressing my creativity and giving me a writers block. Everything I write is just stinks of sadness... 

Thirdly, my lack of experience in rescuing stray dogs in Malaysia might have caused a life of an innocent dog. I'm still in a state of limbo... I don't know if the dog was put down or not. There will be a post about her... I'll explain it and hope no one makes the same mistake as I. I pray I see her photo up in the shelter adoption gallery. A beautiful soul like that should be given a chance at life.

Oh sweet, sweet, sweet DeeDee... Maybe you were right about not trusting humans. I trusted them and what have I done?
Lastly, I can't post anything more in the next 3 months. My country enlisted me in the National Service training program(you can read about it here:Malaysian National Service-Wikipedia). It is compulsory to go and I have been delaying it for almost 4-5 years now. The letter came and since I'm not working or doing anything useful, I might as well go. It's going to be the longest period of time I am separated from Sonnig. What will be of my sanity? However, he will be in good hands. I trust my family will take good care of him. I hope... Thank God I trained him well, but I don't know if my family could maintain Sonnig's good behavior... GOD! I can't think of leaving him... IT HURTS!!! To think that in a few more hours I'll have to hug him goodbye and for him to think I'll be back in a few days or soon. He barks for me, and I won't come out and great him... Oh, the tears...

I did plan to finish up Sonnig's story and post my late bunny Steffan's 1 year death anniversary memorial in September, but I guess I have to do that in November. 

Beloved Friend, Family and Pet. The memories we shared together will be cherished forever, for my love for you will never die. You are forever free now... (Steffan, 8th August 2010-5th September 2012)

I wish you all,
Happy Days...

P.S: Sorry for all the sadness...