Saturday, August 17, 2013

Updates...

Hi everyone!

I'm very sorry I have not posted anything for a long time. I'm having some personal difficulties and can't seem to get a break. 

First, Sonnig is having some skin problems again. I can't find a right job and it's just making me really depressed cause I can't make the money I need to provide Sonnig the best care I am suppose to give as a responsible dog owner. Worst of all, the trip to the vet and medication didn't do much good.

Secondly, my depression is repressing my creativity and giving me a writers block. Everything I write is just stinks of sadness... 

Thirdly, my lack of experience in rescuing stray dogs in Malaysia might have caused a life of an innocent dog. I'm still in a state of limbo... I don't know if the dog was put down or not. There will be a post about her... I'll explain it and hope no one makes the same mistake as I. I pray I see her photo up in the shelter adoption gallery. A beautiful soul like that should be given a chance at life.

Oh sweet, sweet, sweet DeeDee... Maybe you were right about not trusting humans. I trusted them and what have I done?
Lastly, I can't post anything more in the next 3 months. My country enlisted me in the National Service training program(you can read about it here:Malaysian National Service-Wikipedia). It is compulsory to go and I have been delaying it for almost 4-5 years now. The letter came and since I'm not working or doing anything useful, I might as well go. It's going to be the longest period of time I am separated from Sonnig. What will be of my sanity? However, he will be in good hands. I trust my family will take good care of him. I hope... Thank God I trained him well, but I don't know if my family could maintain Sonnig's good behavior... GOD! I can't think of leaving him... IT HURTS!!! To think that in a few more hours I'll have to hug him goodbye and for him to think I'll be back in a few days or soon. He barks for me, and I won't come out and great him... Oh, the tears...

I did plan to finish up Sonnig's story and post my late bunny Steffan's 1 year death anniversary memorial in September, but I guess I have to do that in November. 

Beloved Friend, Family and Pet. The memories we shared together will be cherished forever, for my love for you will never die. You are forever free now... (Steffan, 8th August 2010-5th September 2012)

I wish you all,
Happy Days...

P.S: Sorry for all the sadness...

8 comments:

  1. 3 months is not long and it will be over soon enough,and he will be so happy to see you when you get back that all the sadness will melt away.as for the DeeDee you did what you could thats all you can do so all we can do is hope and pray that will work out,you can't beat your self up over things like that,and over things you have no control over some times we have to trust in the system and hope it will work out ok,Good luck and we will see you when you get back,and we will keep you in our thoughts while you are away,xx Rachel and Speedy

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    1. Thank you so much... I really appreciate it. Sad thing is DeeDee didn't make it. I think they put her down cause she never came up on the adoption list.

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  2. That is very hard for you. I can understand your sadness. I am sure Sonnig will remember you and will be so glad to see you when you return! I hope the training will be a much happier time than you anticipate! Caro xox

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    1. Sonnig was his usual happy self and my parents seem to have bonded with him while I was away. :)

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  3. Don't worry sweetie we are here waiting for you whenever you feel better! Please keep strong, and have a lovely Labor Day!

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    1. Thanks so much for your kind words. It really helps and sorry I couldn't wish u Happy Labor Day back. I guess I can only wish u a Wonderful June! :)

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  4. We dropped in to see how things are going for wooos, love an peace and husky woooos to you & yours,


    RA

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    1. Thank you so much for dropping by. It took me almost a year to get back to my writing, but I'm back and hopefully will do better. Will drop by sometime by Ra Husky... Would love to read what u guys were up to.

      Peace and doggie woos to u and yours too... :)

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